The Magician as feelings

How they feel about you

They are more deliberate here than they appear. Little of this is accidental on their side.

They are working you slightly, and they know it.

There is real creative force between you. Together you make things happen that neither would alone.

There is manipulation in the dynamic. Something between you is being steered rather than shared.

Inside, you believe you can do this. You have not said so out loud in case you are wrong.

Inside, you doubt you are the right person for this, and no evidence has ever supported that.